wow, haven't been on this xanga for a while now. ><
sry...

well as this month draws to an end, i wonder how it well end.

while i was looking at some journals at B&N, there were some really nice quotes in some of them. They seem to give me some hope and confidence in someway. Either that or i simply wanted to be able to believe in those quotes.

My mind likes to run different sterotypes of situations and take a look at the outcome. I like some of them and some i wish will never happen. sometimes i just simply think too much and i shouldn't even be worried about them at all.

excited about saturday ^^
going to 6flags!

... In my Night
I dream of a Truth.

This year, i think i've fully understand myself...
my half of my soul is complete... but my other half is still lost...

have you ever though that being selfless can actually be a bad thing...?
everything has an opposite... nothing is completely good... too much good can actually yield a negative possiblity...

i really am the type of person who must experience everything to be able to feel as if i've done everything in the world, that i have seen all the possiblities of failure and the faint chances of success

i care and worry about everyone else... i don't care at all what might happen to me because i keep thinking that i can always just get by average and i'll still be with them... but my plan is failing me... i have to device a new plan...

all i could think about is how much i want to help the people closest to me... if i have the resources, i'll use them to help the people i care about...
yet at the same time, i don't worry enough about myself, and that where i'm actually a failure...

everyday, all i think about is, "I want to be with my friends... I want to have fun... I want to help them with their problems... I have to be there for them always... I have to be strong for them..." that is what i want to be able to do... that is all that i can do with my powers...

i wonder what it is that i had done in my past life to have been granted a wonderful life now... because i don't feel as if i deserve this life...
i am really below all of you and all i do is dream, wish, and hope...
i don't work hard enough to do anything right the first time around so i have to experience failure...

By Day...
I will smile at the sun and show my pure strength...
By Night...
I am raise my hands to the moon and stare at my blood scarred hands...
Repent...

this is my being... this my who i am...
there is no reason for me to cry anymore for i have lost the meaning of Tears...

banner from kira-chan..? yeah!! xD can't wait to see it xP

well, two more finals and i'm not confident on chem.. ><
anyhow, quiz! (yes this is what happens after too much studying..)

Your wise quote is: "Our greatest glory is not
in never falling, but in rising everytime we
fall" by Confucius.
Yes indeed, you see true strenght can only be
seen when a person has "fallen". Only
then one can tell how they will handle it. Just
don't make others fall so you can know who they
really are. You on the other hand may be a very
quick recoverer and don't let people bring you
down. You are your own, and you're find with
that. Emotional issues is something you handle
rather nicely.

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i like this result better than the other one in Day ...

ja'ne...

today just seemed like a good day to do some reflecting... (and because i have a headache from studying.. ^^')

well, it started out the same as always. Marching Band for 2 weeks before school started... when school did start, it started out very different yet ended like all others...

New friends were made during marching band... all the new frosh, got to know Sophia more, and then i got to know Alan...
the most memorable start was when SAY was formed... i'll never forget the day Sophia made up with that acronym for the three of us.. Project Fake Wings... we were all really into it and wanted to perform it together... it didn't end the way we wanted it to end, but we tried... and waking up so early in the morning was one of our crazy ideas.. xP

Mary's Swt 16 was wonderful. we all had so much fun dancing and that was the first time the eight of us did Waltz to the Moon... ^^
everyone getting together was always fun..
Kirstie's Swt 16 was also another great party that all of us really got to dance all night..! xD and the first time using the Chain of Memories...

As the year progressed, we're went through so many troubles and emotional moments... different problems that we've never faced before.. and we struggled to find who we are...
the friends we've made, we've all grown closer to each other and supported each other when we were down...
the friends we may have drifted from are still your friends if you want them to be... and i don't want to forget any of my friends..

in a way, we've all found a bit of our own glow, our own melody that no one else can take...
we learn from our mistakes, our friendships continue to grow stronger, and we can only continue down the path that we have decided to make...

this part of our high school career has now come to a close.. junior year has been the year that we realize the things before us..

The road continuse as you take a step forward...
Create your wings and let them carry you to your dreams...